hmm...frustrating

So why is it when u feel like u are getting somewhere it all comes crashing down on u?! Well im meant to be finishing my Course on thurs, and just finished a assignment, then yesterday at college they spring it on us that we have another 2 assignments to do, i said to my teacher why are u giving them to us now, did someone forget to give it to us earlier and she said yes, so now i have to do 2big assignments and post it back after the course finishes...mind u its due on the 4th of nov, so gunna be hard to get them done! And they also told me cause i missed 2days sick last week i now have to make them up mon tues, or i will have to wait til next year....SHIT!!! what about the other people who have missed weeks and haven't made it up!??? Meh...im over it!
And im sick today so am waiting for work to get back to me and let me know if they have covered my shift.... i just feel a bit low and like im flaling... but it will all pass.
So not alot is going on really apart from workin, study, trying to have a social life lol...
Iv started using my crystals, am loving it, used me green Howlite the other night to help me sleep and recall dreams, and find its actually working, i really believe crystals are a helpful and thereputic way to heal and to gain clarity....anyone else had any experiences with crystals? Im trying to get back in touch with my spiritual side,iv lost it along the way...
Going to start walking with Biddy soon, for support and a push, if this damn rain would stop, though i love it, its not good for encouraging enthusiasm,lol...
Ohh got girls day out with work on tues, and now im not sure if i can make it cause of the course days i have to make up, grrrr, and was so looking forward to going out and getting on it with the girls and letting loose,hehehe at the clubs expense hahaha....
As for my eating habits well lets just say they have gone on the back burner, as im emotionally consuming food,eeek, again... but trying not to dwell on it and just make improvements....will keep u all posted.
So things are looking like going backwards for the next few weeks but hey, im strong and i can take it on lol.... i hope...

thats all from To Be Me....eventually